Now what?
I have made some changes, and now what? Now what do I need to do?
I need to write more. I need to share more. I need to create more. That is what I need to do.
And that is what I am doing right now.
I am constantly on the lookout for distractions. I find and embrace them. That is what I do.
But right now I am not going to be distracted.
Above there is a picture of something peeking above the horizon, showing itself, just a little bit, and working to reveal itself more and more.
That is what I am doing as well, working to reveal myself more and more.
I am uncovering new things and beliefs about myself, and I will be sharing them here.
One thing I have learned is that I am a creature of habit. And so I am trying to change some of my habits. I am learning that some of my existing habits are not good for me, and that I need to change.
I need to change.
I must change.
Getting to "must change" can be a long, long road. But that is where the action happens. Nothing happens when we might change, or could change, or god forbid, should change. Must change makes it happen.
Or not.
Just because I must change doesn't mean that I am going to.
But I do have a better shot at it. I have the potential to change now.
I had an earlier post about potential that showed that I am more interested in what actually happens as opposed to what could happen.
I still believe that. I still believe that what actually happens is more revealing, more telling, than what could happen. Especially what could happen and doesn't.
But it remains the truth that I now have the potential to change, at least more so before I arrived at the must change state.
There is a lot riding on this now, the fact that I need to and want to and can and must change.
What would happen if I don't make the changes that I seek in my life?
Deterioration.
What would happen if I do make the changes that I seek in my life?
Growth.
And so I will change, and continue to change as long as necessary, from now until I die.
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