Something New

Something new to start the day. Something new to get off the ground.

A fresh change is an opportunity to start something new. A fresh change moves things in a new direction.

What is a fresh change? When one starts something new.

What makes it fresh? The opportunity to build the new. I realize that the only way to make the change is to focus all my energy on building the new. That is what I am here for, that is what I am determined to do.

What I want to do is build the new. And the new that I want to build has mostly to do with this blog, but also has to do with some books I want to write. I want to create something profound and helpful.

What could I create that would be profound and helpful? Really I want to create something profoundly helpful. What could I create that would fit that mold?

I don't really know. What I do know is that it could be helpful to many people, if I can get myself to take the necessary action. The only way I could create something like that is if I truly work at it, quite hard, over the course of many months and years.

That is what I am doing in here right now.

Though I do get distracted. Now and again, I do get distracted. And once I am distracted, I may fall into doing something that takes a good portion of my time.

But the only thing to do, once I realize I have been distracted, is to redouble my efforts at creating. And creating is what I am here for. Writing something that is profoundly helpful is why I came.

The best way to be oneself is to know yourself and make something happen that you can make happen.

What I need to be doing is doing.

Taking action, like I am right now by writing in this place. I am learning and taking action, two wonderful things.

I am learning and taking action on what I want to take action on.

It is time for me to grab the bull by the horns and mold my life into that which I desire.

It is time for me to be most crucially and completely myself.

The only way I can be myself is by expressing myself through writing, art, and music.

I will have to go out on a limb and make something happen that is productive and capable and worthwhile.

I will have to do something productive.

I will have to share as much as I possibly can about myself. I will have to do that which I am afraid to do.

That is my goal. To create all the content that I can, and that it be valuable content that will be readily shared with others.

My goal is to create an entire universe based on the desire and ability to be completely yourself in any situation. Completely myself in every situation.

What is this obsession, this passion, for being myself? Where did it come from?

The passion to pursue myself as a holistic and heartfelt being came from my core, came from my being.

I realize now what it is that I am up against.

I am not up against others, this is a battle of man vs. himself. I don't know who will win. I cannot predict the future.

What I can do, is say that I am learning.

What will matter is how it is written, and how it is perceived. If I write from my being, I can't go wrong. But if I write from someplace else, I can go wrong.

So back to the subject at hand... something new.

That is what this is. This is something new.

So how can I make it make sense and be helpful instead? What can I do about it?

I can focus. That is for sure. I can focus on that which I need to actually accomplish.

And I can continually try to share something new.