Reflection:
Yesterday was tough. And I was the one who made it tough. It didn't have to be tough, I made it so.
I don't want today to be tough. I want to make it easy... and worthwhile.
Entry:
Today I am starting to write again. It has been some time, especially since I wrote in here... Let me check how much time: December 11, 2024 - 76 days. I suppose that is some time. And before that I had been very sporadic as well with entries. In writing in here I am attempting to recapture, or rather capture again, that exercise I took years ago, in writing every day on a blog, attempting to reach insight and clarity every morning.
There is power and strength in writing that I forget about. They say the pen is mightier than the sword, but TLDR rules the world. Collapsible articles. That stay collapsed until you click on them. This is interesting, an interesting idea.
What am I trying to accomplish this morning with this writing? What am I trying to say and do? What is my goal? What are my goals? At least my goals in writing... What are my writing goals?
To say what I mean. To be sure that what I mean is what I am trying to say. What? I don't know.
This morning writing is a bit of a struggle to get started, partly because I am censoring what I write a little bit, knowing it will go out on the web. But, I feel it is important to put it out there, it is a feeling behind which I am feeling accountable. Accountable to the interneters, who may never ever read a word of what I write, but that still hold me accountable for writing sensically and with passion and interest.