Express Yourself

Be Yourself
"Always be yourself, express yourself, have faith in yourself, do not go out and look for a successful personality and duplicate it."


There are many ways to express yourself. There are many ways you can show the world and others who you are. It is an important part of life to express yourself in a creative way so that you are able to share what it is about you that makes you unique.

There's an audience for everyone.

Be yourself.

Express yourself.

Shakespeare Was Right

Shakespeare was right when he said, “All the world’s a stage.” 

Our life is being played out on the universal stage. 

Our part is being written as we live it.

Write it well.


Reel Big Fish - Sell Out and Google Play Music I'm Feeling Lucky Playlists

So, I started listening to my music collection through Google Play Music, because I had uploaded all of my music to that collection company at some point a few years ago, and iTunes barely runs on my Windows XP computers anymore and all my music is on a networked hard drive instead of an actual computer, so it is a pain the a es es to redirect every song in my iTunes collection every time I want to hear something. Anyway, I listened to a few albums that I hadn't listened to in a long time and then started messing around with some of the auto-generated music playlists, or radio stations they have or whatever. Still nothing can beat Pandora for radio music that introduces you to new stuff you haven't heard before and that you like, but I was interested to hear what Google Play Music would come up with.

It turns out I am into funk rock ska reggae stuff. Sublime, Red Hot Chili Peppers, and Reel Big Fish. When I heard Reel Big Fish, I couldn't help but think of this song below, which I jammed out to in my bedroom pretty often when I was a teenager. 


Razmattaz

I have decided to just let it all hang out on my blog here, and write what comes to mind, whether it makes sense or not. This is the first written entry in a while. So, for those of you who subscribe to my blog, know that I will be writing more often, and with less sense, but it is something that I need to do in order to get to those posts that make more sense later. I have to get all the lead out of my system, flush out all the nonsense so that I can think straight on the page later. Something I am willing to do. I could start a new blog somewhere else that would house all the nonsense, but I have already started this one, and nobushel is all about letting it all hang out, letting it all go, throwing everything at the wall and seeing what sticks. Some of you know who I am, but I am going to continue to write this as if no one does. I don't mean to fill your inbox with nonsense though, so feel free to unsubscribe and check back in a year or three when I make more sense. Again, this blog has been built to trace the arc of growth of one individual over time. I have found that sharing my blog posts on Facebook is less than beneficial, so I don't really know what I will use Facebook for moving forward, but it won't be for posting blog stuff, at least for the time being. 

Consider this a proviso, or a warning, or a disclaimer. Whatever you like, just know that I am trying to be myself, and I want you to do the same. Express yourself. 



What's the point? Get to the point? Get the point? The point of the arrow. The point of the lightning bolt. What is it pointing to? Where are we going? Where are we headed? What is the time? What does it matter? What time of day is it? What day is it? Where are we going?

There is time to learn. There is time to grow. There is time to go where nobody knows. Explore the depths. Take your time, but don't take too long. It is a beautiful day. Explore outside. Learn from your mistakes. Grow with the changes. Understand the beauty. Fill the gaps, be the spaces. Expand your mind by leaving it behind. You are not your thoughts. You are the gaps that exist between the thoughts. Is there any gap between your thoughts? Is there any space that exists between the incessant chattering of your mind? It took me thirty three years to hear the silence. Listen for it. It is you. Be the gap.

Back Roads (Original Song)




While you were growing up thought you’d always be a kid
Now you’re much taller than me

Thought you’d never leave but it looks like ya did
Now our home seems empty

All the back roads we used to wander
Are not there for you now

All the good times we used to squander
Are not there for me now

You’ve been away so long thought you’d never make it back
Here you are in front of me

Something more than mom is missing when we talk
I can’t place it can’t you see

All the back roads we used to wander
Are not there for you now

All the good times we used to squander
Are not there for me now

Life is a little bit different from a bed
You came to watch me sleep

Hold my hand …. Just.... hold my hand
Watch me slip into the deep

All the back roads we used to wander
Are not there for me now

All the good times we used to squander
Are not there for you now

All the back roads we used to wander
Are not there for me now

All the good times we used to squander
Are not there for you now

Press On (Original Song)




Press on through the rain
It’s cold outside
And we feel a little pain
But we’re doing just fine

Lead on through the night
Don’t forget why we came
Tear on through the day
Nothing’s ever the same

Press on
Press on
Press on

It’s not a competition
It’s a battle nonetheless
Between me and myself
I won’t take second best

I’ve lost the habit
Of creating on a whim
I’m getting it back now
Only now I can win

Press on
Press on
Press on

On a constant journey
A never ending quest
Of becoming myself
Of becoming the best

The best version of myself
“Stand upright and be strong”
Explain myself away
On the mornings that are long

Press on
Press on
Press on

Press on through the rain
It’s cold outside
And we feel a little pain
But we’re doing just fine

Lead on through the night
Don’t forget why we came
Tear on through the day
Nothing’s ever the same

Press on
Press on
Press on

Press on
Press on
Press on



They Still Make Bullies (Original Song)





Push push shove shove shove yeah
Gotta be gotta be gotta be gotta be better now
Yes I’m bigger and I’m stronger
Gotta show it show it yeah

I’m the king the king
I’m gonna make you hate me
If we’re gonna fight I don’t need a ring
I’m gonna make you hate me

They still make me yes I’m
Still around
All that’s happened hasn’t phased me
Yes they still make bullies
Yes they still make bullies
And I’m one

What’s the year what’s the time
I thought we left all that behind
No it’s in our hearts and bones and blood
Give me one that’s little that’s the one I’m gonna shove

Bigger better smarter faster stronger ha I win
I win I win I win I win I win I win I win yeah
You couldn’t beat me if you tried
Gonna be a bully till the day I die

They still make me yes I’m
Still around
All that’s happened hasn’t phased me
Yes they still make bullies
Yes they still make bullies
And I’m one
And I’m one

They still make me yes I’m
Still around
All that’s happened hasn’t phased me
Yes they still make bullies
Yes they still make bullies
And I’m one
And I’m one

Create More Consume Less



Create more than you consume. Something I have touched on a couple of times. But what does it really mean to create more than you consume? How can you calculate that?

Create something new. Create something that is unique to you. Do something with yourself. Take action. Create.

Consumption is a default state for humans. We are constantly breathing, feeding, consuming something somewhere, learning, expanding, growing somehow.

Don't let yourself consume more than you create.

Contribute more than you gather.

Give more than you take.

There is a balance to life that can be struck between consuming and creating. There is a balance that can be found in almost all things.

Some people say that the balance is the goal. To live in moderation and to find the balance in all things. I am not sure that I believe that. There is a balance for sure, but when talking about creation and consumption, is a balance the best option? Would it be better to create more than you consume? To contribute more than you take? 

I think that it is more beneficial to create more than you consume. You may have a different take on that. 

What do you think? What are your thoughts? Is it better to create or consume? Is there such a thing as "better"? If there is, should we strive to be "better," or is it okay to just float a little bit?

Sometimes I wonder. 

What do you wonder about?

Let me know in the comments!

Moonshiner (Cover Song)



I've been a moonshiner for seventeen long years
I've spent all my money on whiskey and beer
I go to some hollow and set up my still
And if whiskey don't kill me
Then I don't know what will

I go to some barroom and drink with my friends
When the women can't follow and see what I spent
God bless them pretty women
How I wish they was mine
Their breath is as sweet as
The dew on the vine

Let me eat when I'm hungry
Let me drink when I'm dry
Give me dollar when I'm hard up
Religion when I die
The whole world's a bottle
And life's just a dram
When a bottle gets empty
It sure ain't worth a damn

The Best Is Yet to Come (Original Song)



So much more to life than this
Torn and braided on a single iron ship
Cast away among the pieces left to drift
So much more to life than this

So much wear left in these shoes
Makes no difference whether you can stand to lose
I have found that it’s better yet to choose
So much wear left in these shoes

And I ain’t done
I’ve only just begun
And I ain’t done
The best is yet to come

So much time left on the clock
You can beat it but you sure will get a shock
So much time is here but you won’t have to dock
So much time left on the clock

So much skin left in the game
We are here and it’ll always be the same
On forever and forever we’re the same
So much skin left in the game

And I ain’t done
I’ve only just begun
And I ain’t done
The best is yet to come

And I ain’t done
I’ve only just begun
And I ain’t done

The best is yet to come

Shine Your Light (Original Song)


I’ve got friends living in the deep blue sea
But they don’t wanna talk to me
Living outside the grid is getting pretty dim
Living inside is growing old

Getting outside myself is more than I can ask
Staying inside is such a task
Being myself is all that I can do
Won’t you join me too?

Shine your light
It’s all that I can hope for
All that I can wish for
Don’t you think it’s time for us to shine?

I’ve got friends living in the deep blue sea
They all wanna talk to me
Living’s the only way to let the light shine
Won’t you shine on me?

Be yourself now child it’s all that you can do
I’m gonna shine on you
Being myself is all that I can do
Won’t you join me too?

Shine your light
It’s all that I can hope for
All that I can wish for
Don’t you think it’s time for us to shine?

KC's Kids (Original Song)


I remember
The single tape
And how that cassette would play
In the bedroom by the park

In the bedroom
With the brooding crew
We felt like the chosen few
The only ones that mattered, that mattered

Sing your heart out
Play your face off
Blow your brains out
Rip my heart off
It’s a stuck on heart

When the music died
You came back by my side
And played that sound I so admired and desired

I won’t forget you
But if I do
Know that the chosen few
Always remember, remember

Sing your heart out
Play your face off
Blow your brains out
Rip my heart off
It’s a stuck on heart

In the heart shaped box
I’ll put the pieces down
We lost in the frozen ground
That one April morning, we’re still mourning

Melt my ears with the noise
Make it clear for the boys
What you did cannot be repeated, repeated

Sing your heart out
Play your face off
Blow your brains out
Rip my heart off
It’s a stuck on heart
(and now it’s yours)