Getting Back to Basics

I want to redefine what this space is for and why it was started. nobushel is a storehouse of creative growth and change, and traces the arc of becoming yourself. That line may not be straight or even followable but the journey will be documented here.

I write stream of consciousness at times, and leave out certain details at times that may be too personal or

There is something about living.

There is something about living.

Order and meaning work together to provide experiences that are interesting to some but not all people.

I cracked and leaked some creative goo. The goo stopped oozing, until I explored the crack further.

Are we not all cracked or damaged to some extent? Maybe not at all.

What am I learning? What have I learned? I am a part of the whole, and that is enough. I am getting the work involved, I am getting involved in the work. I am experiencing the world in a new way, in a way that is special and different than what I have experienced before.

What else is going on in the world? I am living. I am burning. I am sharing. I am surviving. I want to thrive now. I am done smoking. I have quit the weed, which is a good thing. That is the first step in a long line of steps that I must take. In fact it was not the first step at all, it is a step in the middle of the course.

In the middle of the course.... We are traveling in the world, traveling a course of study and experience. Each of us are experiencing a completely unique set of circumstances and learning from them. Sometimes we don't learn from the lessons, and so life continues to put us through the same or similar experiences.

I want to learn.

I don't want to go to school though, I learned that lesson already.

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So getting back to basics, what is this space for?

It is for creating.

It is for illustrating change.

It may or may not be an enjoyable ride all the time, but I think it will for the most part be beneficial at least.

Here we go (again).